Can you see her? She is right there. A chirpy, pretty girl who smiles and giggles and one can definitely define her as the most beautiful creature God has put on this Earth to ease one’s pain or brighten up their normal days. And one day, he saw her. And he believed that she is the one true love of his life and she is there to make his purposeless life less miserable. He loses his sleep thinking how he’d stroke her bright, wavy hair, looking at her big brown eyes and telling her that he loves her. He imagines when she says yes, his life would somehow turn around for the better. He falls in love with the idea of having that heavenly beauty all to himself. He falls in love with the idea of her. But little did he know, what was coming for him.
And that girl, that pretty girl, she was bit of a clumsy, insecure,scatterbrained mess, badly in need of someone to remind her she matters, to hold her when she falls, to solve her silly little problems that bothered her sensitive heart way more than they should, to hold her fragile body strongly, and protect her against all that might hurt her in the slightest. He was sure of the fact that she is a mess that needs to be untangled. He falls in love with the idea of being a hero that she needs.
Easy to love, right? People pine over her because she is just that adorable.
If only they knew how hard she is to be loved by. It’s all perfect loving her from afar but if you’re unlucky as to be the one she chooses to love, it is going to hurt you more than you can imagine. She is a saddist in love. She is a bad lover. She ruins all that she touches, she damages all that she loves. She loves badly, she loves madly. She loves with a fire in her heart that burns her and drags you too as well.
She will no longer be the pretty little girl who smells of roses and dreams. Because when she loves someone with all she has got, she doesn’t keep any love saved up for herself. She forgets to love herself when she loves you.
She loves like thunder and lightening, the kind of thunder that makes your heart tremble. She is not the kind of lightening that lights up the sky but the kind that burns entire village to ashes.
She loves like coffee. Not the way you like it with added sugar and milk but in it’s true nature. She will leave you bitter to your core.
She will teach you the meaning behind ‘love hurts’. She will love you with a passion, the kind of passion that drives her crazy and leaves you no choice but be a part of her madness with her. She will purposefully cut you and then shed tears on the scars. She will be both your prison and your saviour and you will both love and hate the fact that you cannot leave. Her words will pierce your mind and your soul. Her tears will burn holes in your heart. She will leave you and runs back into your arms the next moment.
She will drive you crazy and torture you because that’s the only way she knows how to love, badly. She is a bad lover, a mad lover. But is she easy to love?